The Reality of Blogosphere

23 10 2008

It has been a long time since I last blogged abt something. I know it has always been on-off affairs, I guess not many things that can keep me interested for long and blogging is one of them. I may be able justified why I “disappeared” after taking the trouble to migrate to WordPress and announce/brag about it etc… with the reason that I went through a life-changing experience not long after. That will be another post…someday.

I still follow blogs even though the numbers been dwindling. Either the blogger quit or I am too tired of reading some blogger’s incessant postings of their actually very mundane life. I was just thinking in one of my bouts of insomnia…when I was thinking of blogging again. Why do people blog and why blogs remained popular as ever?

One of my theories is that since we were young and for those who were exposed to western literatures, writing diaries is common thing in childhood esp. girls. Diaries with pink, fluffy covers, or those with cute little locks…erm, I don’t know if boys keep diaries.nvm. So we are taught to pen-in our little thoughts, vent-out our angers and frustration, doodles over n over about our crushes etc. And it is always a secret thing, known only to selected few. And now as we are all grown up, many people think that blogging is like writing diary or life journal. But how many of us actually transform our “diary mentality” into blogs and wouldn’t it be freaking to let millions of people having access to your diary? Kinda. And are we prepared to let our inner thoughts in the open and mostly likely, judged by strangers? Kinda. As I’m writing this, I’m already wondering what will ppl think about this post and if there aren’t any comments, I will feel that my inner thoughts has been taken as rubbish. Anyway, I haven’t really come across diary or life-journaling blogs that is palatable to read (some really need therapy) except Minishorts. I always enjoy reading her blog – she is direct with her feelings and she can really rant and “taruh” her friends, colleagues and church people when they should deserved to be. She has balls..so to speak. And it is all true account and I can easily feel it whatever she is going through. (I’m not self-promoting myself as a blog-critic so I’ll just keep my critics on blogs simple, okie dokie)

Another theory is that we are quite “full” of ourselves and we are busybodies. So what do we get? Blogs. Many many blogs devoted to the exciting, adrenaline-pumping lives of people (note the sarcasm tone here) Kenny Sia blogged almost about every single thing that happen in his life e.g. his screwed-up fan interview with Chelsea football club to his sleep-driving accident. Man, he can even pose happily in front of his damaged car being towed out. Timothy Tiah blogged about his hotel room in Manila, about how busy he is until he almost forgot to wipe his ass. Lilian Chan blogged about how lazy she is in the morning, whatever her kids did or said, about how much money she earned by blogging etc. Note that all those mentioned are Malaysian femes bloggers… and not surprising, there are always a lot comments that followed after each fantastic account of their life’s events. Blogs are the cheaper or almost free version of tabloids magazine. It is not that we like to read about celebrities and their life outside studios. We just like to read about people – what they did, what they bought, what they eat… just about anything. Why not just asking them? No…it is more interesting reading about it. And everyone wants to be a celebrity…just that they are also the paparazzi, the tabloids reporters.

And of course the “peer pressure” factor that drive people into blogging. When I said peer pressure, I also meant politicians (except Chedet) It is fun to blog and read blogs about some incidents, events, crazy-parties or trips among a group of friends. There is the race of who post first or be the first commenter or sharing photos around esp. the embarrassing kinds. But these types of blogs generally die fast and nowadays, quite seldom to be found… thanks to Facebook. One thing I don’t get esp. in Malaysian politic scene is the sudden mushrooming of politicians’ blogs after March 2008 general election. First of all, they have been advocating the banning of blogs and calling bloggers stupid, busybodies or jobless bum. But after the Opposition swept a lot of votes of rakyat with the help from blogs (we, the bloggers like to think of it btw), almost every politicians been blogging. But they didn’t realize that one of the reasons why they lost is that many times they never use their head to think before proposing their ideas. Common people can do that. Representatives of the rakyat should never. Don’t be cheapskate…go and hire a PR or a spin-doctor instead of, a webmaster and office boy to type out your thoughts, ideas, plans, whatever and click “Post”. Why Chedet is so damn popular? because he gives logical and I hope, truthful insights of the Malaysia and the world politics scenes. He educates common people of what should and should not be done. RantingsMM…she advocates for the unfortunate people. Yeah, she is from high-social background but she is going all out to help and to show ignorant people like us what the ‘real deal’ outside our bubble is.

Hmmm…that is just my thoughts. It would seem hypocritical as I am blogging too. But the first commandment of blogging stated, “It is your blog, so blog whatever you want” We have our own moral consciousness, our own mind and our styles…so mine will be, well, just my thoughts.





Migration fr Blogspot –> WordPress

29 07 2008

hey hey, i decided to blog again. But I need a new face n new everything. Too lazy to re-tweak my old blogspot blog n i wanted try this wordpress. So ta-da!

And as usual…..this blog is currently UNDER CONSTRUCTION until further notice.





‘Kembang’ Post…..hehe

16 03 2007

It’s actually a very delayed news but too bad cuz right now,I am into tis self-perasan/self-kembang/self-indulgence phase. Meaning I want to think highly of myself n brag about it. Muahahaha. (kembang=literally translated as ‘float‘ from Malay language….so it kinda mean bragging or on cloud nine)

I received this email 3months ago….about this so-called Christian Bloggers inviting me to join their blogroll. Proof! Proof!

It reads:

Dear blog author:

We recently came across your site, fabled-facade.blogspot.com, while searching for fellow christian bloggers.
A small group of us have started a new site called Christian Bloggers. Our prayer and intent is to bring Christians closer together, and make a positive contribution to the Internet community. While many of us have different “theologies”, we all share one true saviour.
Would you be interested in joining Christian Bloggers? Please take a few minutes to have a look at what we are trying to do, and if you are interested, there is a sign up page to get the ball rolling. We would greatly appreciate your support in this endeavour.
May God Bless you and your blogging efforts. We look forward to hearing from you.

Craig Cantin
Christian Bloggers

I know u guys reading this will be thinking, ‘Wat so big deal about?‘ Well, it is a BIG DEAL for me. It is not easy for ur blog to be searched n invited to join a blogroll. N it is different to join a blogroll and being invited to join it. But Christian Bloggers??? U may asked.

I was kinda shocked too when I read it. I thought they got the wrong blog. Yeah, I did claim to be a Christian in my blog n I did blog about faith. I did received a comment that someone stayed away from my blog cuz he thinks it is too heavy. (present tense cuz i think he still does)

But I think I have read a more serious christian blogs. They talked, they spread the gospels and they relate everything in their lives with Christianity. I, on the otherhand…hehehe…if u r one my avid reader, u will know that I dont fit into this category. Hehe…I’m guilty of profanities..

But wat the heck, I didnt ask to be invited and of course, I graciously accepted it. *Kembang Kembang

*with award-receiving-speech’s voice…..Well, I hope I will not disappoint those who ah-hem~ think of me as a Christian Blogger. I will utmostly try to reduce my profanities and help spread the Word in the future.

~Hehe….’kembang’ post end~





Nine Crimes

15 03 2007

*yeah…havent been blogging for a very long time. N I dont know I have been missed so much. hehe. You wouldnt believe what I have went thru for the past 3 months but well, past is the past. I have lots of things to blog about, alot of things NOT to blog about…and alot of things to think n reflect about. But hopefully, my life will be back to normal.

Found a new flash Mp3 player which is cute, plus their websites offer file-hosting and alot of goodies. The old one was good too but I dun like the sound quality. Check this out if you wana have music on ur blog,website watever… e-snips. Learn how to do it from this site:Blogger Tips and Tricks: Add Music to your blog.

If ya interested, Google have alots of gadgets that u can add in ur webpage (I jz found out about it!) Go to here:Google Gadgets *

I first heard abt this song “Nine Crimes” by Damien Rice in one of the episode from Grey’s Anatomy Season 3….n I was totally captivated by it. Yeah, it is a sad song but something abt this song that make it different than other sad songs. Maybe it’s melody or something…I can just listen to it forever n it brought out something inside me. It’s just hauntingly beautiful. Hmmmm…

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what i do
It’s the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It’s the wrong time
For somebody new
It’s a small crime
And I’ve got no exuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright?
If you dont shoot it how am i supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It’s the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It’s the wrong time
but she’s pulling me through
It’s a small crime
And I’ve got no exuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright?
If you dont shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it’s loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?
Is that alright?Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?
No…

I think the song is about two people who were in a relationship and that they love each other. But they realised that it wasnt enough. They realised that their relationship or love havent/couldnt/wouldnt reach the full potential…the gun represents their love for one another. Strong but cud be dangerous if unleashed it at wrong person. Also if the partner aint an active participant…how cud the other release it (If you dont shoot it how am I supposed to hold it) I guess their frustration led to their break-up…or although they are seeing someone new…they feel guilty maybe guilty for not being good enuf for the ex, and guilty that they are betraying their new partners cuz they still love each other. A crime which they have no excuse of defending themselves, cuz they dont even know. The constant questioning of “is that alright with you?” is a desperate plea. it’s a cry out, “if you cared about me, you wouldn’t leave me like this”. They’re prying for information, does the other feel the same. At the end, the no…. they know it is not alright and it wont be alright until something happens….

Music Reflections_, Blogger/Blogosphere_, Reflections&Musings_





My 50th Post!

20 01 2007

*hehe…I think I have more actually if not for the screwed-up few months ago.

Finally…everything is over. Actually, only one thing is over but to me, that was my life for 3 weeks – EXAM. No more late nites powered up by caffeine which evidently caused my diarrhea episodes. No more my staple diet of crackers and caffeine (no time to cook), no more harrassing the dean office and teacher just to do my exam. Sigh….russian….you do exam late is a problem, u wana to do ur exam early also is a problem. Best way is just DONT do your exam cuz you can avoid the irritating, by-the-book mentality, weird admin skills dean office until much much later. Yeah, the sort-of…”you can run but you cant hide” thing.

Seriously, dean office’s people – parasites who stick to the rules as if it is the last thing on earth! In order to get things done from them, you have to “bodek” them with gifts, tricked them, outsmart them with the rules (all rules have loop-holes) and etc. *you get what i mean. Like I told my friends….after my graduation, the only thing I WiLL NOT MISS is that dean building with the people inside. grrrrr.

Nevermind. It is OVER. I AM GOING TO GREECE!!!!!!!!!!! Woohoo! (yeah, I know you know) hehe.

Leaving for moscow tonight, gonna visit that big english-speaking church my frens been bragging about tomorrow and on monday…I’ll be in Athens. Then, Corinth……. Thessaloniki…..Meteora….Delphi…..Crete…..Santorini (am i missing any places?) hehe. Yup, backpackers style! For 2weeks. Trying to visit places where Paul was few centuries ago. hehe.

Scary ler thinking about it now. Dunno a word of Greek. 4 gals and a guy. Just count on maps and book and our doubtful “street skills”

Wish me luck (not getting lost and meeting Greek guys Gods)





My Blog, My Rules

26 11 2006

Modified from the movie “Fight Club” rules,

The first rule of Fabled-Facade is
YOU DO NOT GET TO DETERMINE MY BLOG
The second rule of Fabled-Facade is
YOU DO NOT GET TO DETERMINE MY BLOG

I’m so sick of people telling me what I should blog and what I shouldnt blog about. Here the thing…this blog does not fully represent my real identity, ok. I’m using this as a channel for my thoughts and that consists of my musing, my reflections, my jokes and my bitching (yeah, I bitches alot)..SEE! It is all MY, MY, MY. So what fuck right u have to determine what I should blog about.

“You should blog about your life only”….
Deh~ What have I been blogging all this while? The life and death of Peter Pan ah??? Oh, you are meaning I should blog about my thoughts and things that happened in my life…for example, I bought a fish today….and I thought it is so sad that the fish had to sacrifice its life for my pleasure. That is very freaky rite? Yeah, I’d think so too.
Wait a min, I’m not blogging about my life here…I’m blogging about the fish’s life.
If I blog about a fictional life with fictional characters – either I’m writing a novel or I’m psychotic…and will you wanna read it? Cuz you know it very well I’m NOT a novelist or even trying to be one.

I HAVE A LIFE….but UNFORTUNATELY, my life includes a lot of people too meaning I know alot about other people lives. Yeah, didnt u get the memo that human being are social animal?

I do admit that some of posts are offensive and 18 PG,SX…bla bla. But if you have a problem with what I posted, you take it out in here i.e in my blog or your blog watever. Play by the rules man…What happened here, stay in here. Because as I said, my identity here is not the same as my real identity. [READ: FAIR PLAY]

Ok fine, I’m tired and I’m cranky and frustrated dealing with annoying people….I have deadlines to catch, right now..it is 6.00am. I’m not even tryin to write something. I’m doin what I do best when I NEED to blog and have not the right amount of brain capacity to do it – short sentences with alot of dashes and dot dot dot.

So this is it…THIS IS MY BLOG. I BLOG WHATEVER I WANT AND YOU DO NOT GET TO DETERMINE WHAT I SHOULD BLOG ABOUT.
In other words – don’t fuckety-fuckadoo-fuck with me (special thanks to mel for introducing this quote)

Seriously, what is you people’ problems? I dont think I have ever mentioned anyone particularly before and always been discreet about events of my life (which unfortunately includes you people..too bad!) If you have a problem with that, dont be a hypocrite and read the newspapers or tabloids la.

“You know, I get it that people are just looking for a way to fill the holes;
that they want the holes; they want to live in the holes;
and they go nuts when someone else pours dirt in their holes.
Climb out of your holes, people!!”

And yes, I like to quote. It is my thing. So let it be. And this is another quote which have no context with this post. But I like it. It is after all…MY BLOG. And yes, I’m so into me now. Thanks to you. You have a problem with that too? I shouldnt thank you? Dont EVER mention it.

A warning from Tyler Durden of Fight Club right after the DVD copyright warning
“If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this is useless fine print is another second off your life. Don’t you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can’t think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all who claim it? Do you read everything you’re supposed to read? Do you think everything you’re supposed to think? Buy what you’re told you should want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you’re alive. If you don’t claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned…….Tyler”

P.S. – Do not ask me who am I referring to. The “YOU” is a fictional character and I’m not psycho.

Blogger/Blogosphere_





Vendetta!!! (editted)

9 11 2006

Fabled-Facade’s rating: 4 1/2 out 5.

No kidding man. When I first heard about n saw the poster, I wasn’t keen about it. I guess eversince the existence of Sin City n Kill Bill (sorry folks, I just cant appreciate this kinds), I just thought it was the same kind n got turn-off.

One bored evening in Russia, I just give it a try and boy, I watched till the end. The next day, I watched it again. And again. Hugo Weaving aka Agent Smith(Matrix) as ‘V’ guy….he fits the role perfectly. His voice….u are drawn into his freedom ideas and u will feel him deeply. Natalie Portman – great young actress. U know she is something now unlike those bimbo-like actress who use their face n body for money-making. This gal, she is AN ACTRESS.

The plot is very good, not too draggy and not too action-orientated. Dialogue…it is simple(except V’s theatrical intro of himself la) but have profound effects of the viewers.

Overrall – MUST WATCH. (my 1st time reviewing something, gimme chance k)

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“Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it’s my very good honour to meet you and you may call me V.”

V-For-Vendetta-Poster-C12179758

As my friend put it – it is a great way to overthrow a government. Haha…why I like it alot is that…it has a great script and a great way to test how many V words u knew. N also, it is the reflection of what will happen in the future with wat the government doin now whether it is the US, UK or even Malaysia.

“It really showed what can happen when society is ruled by government, rather than the government being run as a voice of the people. I don’t think it’s such a big leap to say that things like that can happen when leaders stop listening to the people
(from the director of the movie)

Nah, I’m not goin to indulge in politics …it is boring n I may get arrested due to some assholic politician so-called policy. Neway..this post is about….how many V words u know of? The beginning paragraph of this post is copied directly from the movie when the V guy introduced himself to the heroin of the movie. Frankly speakin, I only know very few words of it. hehe….so here goes!

Vaudevillian – stage entertainment of unrelated acts
Vicarious – experienced imaginatively or sympathetically
Vicissitude – unexpected or surprising change
Visage – face
Veneer – superficially display
Vestige – visible trace or remains
Vox populi – Latin words for ‘voice of population’
Valorous – brave
Vexation – the act of annoying
Vanquish – conquer
Venal – capable of being corrupted
Vanguarding – sort of having troops moving at the front of the army
Vouchsafing – granting
Volition – free-will
Vendetta – feud
Votive – performed in fulfillment of a vow
Veraticy – truthfulness or accuracy
Vindicate – avenge
Verily – truly
Vichyssoise – a French-style soup served cold (I have no idea why it is mentioned here)
Verbiage – excess of words
Veer – gradually change
Verbose – using more words than are needed





Deciphering Categories’ contents.

6 11 2006

Blogger/Blogosphere_
I’m done tweak-ing my blog. Went wild with blog-technology?? Haha. N yesssss, I am proud of this – Fabled-Facade, my blog. This is my blog…my precioussss *Gollum’s style*

Ok, before anyone think I have went ‘over my head’ and gonna click the red-box ‘X’. I have something to blog about.

This post is about Fabled-Facade’s categories.
When I started this blog, I’m not sure what is the purpose of it. I’m not the kind who write diaries/journals. I find it very annoying to read about other people daily activies for eg, “Today I went to the shop and bought bla bla bla” or “Today my teacher taught me about so-n-so…” ~ok, I did post a few like that but I have a reason for it.

So I just blog whatever I feel like – something to ponder of, something to laugh at, something about being in Russia, something…anything. Been blogging for more than a year. Although my first post is on Nov 05 but I have been blogging in Friendster for quite awhile then.

Till now, I still not sure what is Fabled-Facade all about. Someone once commented my blog is too christianity-related and I was totally taken aback. I was and still sure about it that it is not. It is about me and my life…and what’s about it?? You tell me.

So, I wont write a biography about myself cuz haha, for obvious reason it will be bias. Maybe I can one day define myself and you may get a glimpse about me by my posts. And for simple browsing…I created categories! hehe~

My LifeLog – It is all about my life as a dental student in Nizhny Novgorod, Russia.

Reflections & Musings – I am melancholic-temperamant person. I tend to think alot, I observe alot and have perspectives that I just need to be listened.

Indulging Faith – About my personal walk with Christ and my perspectives about Christian living.

Just4Laughs – It is….just for laughs. Haha.

Music Reflections – One of beautiful ways to tell a story or pass a message is by songs.

Rantrantrant – Can never run out of irritating situations and idiots. So, I rant. Why “Rantrantrant”? Learned that word from my ever-ranting couz.

Blogger/Blogosphere – It is all about my identity in blogosphere and some tips&tricks in Blogger.

Uncategorized – General stuffs.





Ramble

5 05 2006

This is a RAMBLING post….

- meaning i hv absolutely no obvious plans n am wandering aimlessly…

- I havent blog for ages…my last post was 3weeks delay from that event it wasnt nice.

- If i’m a writer/journalist/columnist – I’ll be fired for sure!

-But I’m not

- Thank God for that.

- Cuz writing aint my thing ( I was…long long time ago!)

- I think my writer block has become a permanent mass in my cortex.

- Ha Ha Ha…

- Why I Ha Ha Ha? I dunno la

- Shitty week i had

- Must be those days again where watever I did turned out to be wrong

- Bearing the consequences now….

- Ohyah, I bought myself a TV Tuner n a TV antenna

- An impulse buy – I’m almost broke now

- N it is just the beginning of the month – wait, it is still MAY!!!!

- Mum gonna kill me.

- But she didnt know yet.

- Ha Ha Ha

- Dont start it!

- I’m ready for WORLD CUP!

- Damn! Oliver Khan wont be playing much.

- Stupid German coach! N Turkey didnt qualify! Cant ‘cuci mata’ on their goalkeeper!

- Wat wit me n goalkeepers?

- I got SPAMS in my tagboard! How to get ride of it?

- SPAM-BLOCKER? Maybe….cant spend alot on internet edi

- I’m broke, remember?

- Exam comin…i’m still VERY …read,”C-A-L-M”

- meaning – i am watchin TV, blogging or rambling….bla bla bla instead of…u know.

- I got a lecture to go to soon

- And I’m still in my pyjamas, rambling

- Can I skip it? Nope – because that is my last lecture.

- And If I dont go – there is no one to represent me

- Cuz I’m one of the 2 students in the whole batch.

- My groupmate is hopeless.

- sigh.

- One of those days again.

- Got to go.





We’re That Blogger

14 12 2005

Blogger/Blogosphere_
Found this meme from Centerpide , n trackbacked to lotsa blogger. This is interesting n touching meme…n since i’m in a confessional mood now,i’ll try to do it

“A lot of times i questioned myself, sometimes i lost myself n once in a while, someone will tell that they just dun understand me eventhough they knew for some times”
Sometimes I just want to be myself but it is not easy, situations change, my reality changes.

  • I am the 2nd baby born in the family.
  • I am the baby who is so chubby my mum like to pinch me cuz it is so irrestible
  • I am the baby who cry so soft that my mum mistaken it to be the sound of crows.
  • I am the toddler my sis tried to carry me but accidently dropped me down the stairs
  • I am the granddaughter who never knew her grandfathers.
  • I am the younger sister who always cling to you in kindergartens, in school, in parties.
  • I am younger sister who managed to put the blame to you wherever we created a mess.
  • I am the daughter who cry everytime you leave me in kindergarten n school.
  • I am the daughter who cry everytime you scold me.
  • I am daughter who broke your favourite musical box because i like to listen to it n hv to listen to it secreatly in the bathroom.
  • I am the girl who prefer to play Lego than Barbies.
  • I am the girl who hate to wear dress.
  • I am the younger sister who missed the bus n stand outside ur classroom waitin for you to come, crying.
  • I am the daughter who backed down last minute during kindergarten concert and whom you spent so much on the costume.
  • I am the student whom lots of ppl thought i’m below average n needed special attention, n her dad refused to believe so.
  • I am the student who only realize her potential much much later.
  • I am the gal who sit alone during recess for a year,scared to approach anyone until a gal came n ask me to join her group.
  • I am the friend who always play pranks on her friends.
  • I am the friend who just listen to your problems n handing you a tissue.
  • I am the friend who can be heartless n selfish at times.
  • I’m that friend who sometimes forgot about you when she shouldn’t have.
  • I’m that friend who wished she could sometimes help you but she couldn’t.
  • I’m that friend who thought she could be a better friend at times.
  • I’m that friend who drove you down Batu Ferringhi at 2am in drunk condition cuz u’re havin asthma attack n needed medical attention.
  • I’m that friend who forget you when i found a better group of frens n regret it later.
  • I’m that friend who never contact you because you are so different n afraid you’ll look down at me.
  • I am the gal who started to have crush on you because we sit together in class n we have the same surname.
  • I am the gal wishing the boy who look for me in library durin recess will tell me he like me.
  • I am the gal who has a crush on you for 4years n getting excited when i get to see you.
  • I am the gal who got heartbroken knowing it wont happen.
  • I am the gal who was clueless when she started to study in Penang.
  • I am the girl who went out with you because you could be nice to experiment as a first.
  • I am the ex-gf who keep wanting you to be someone else you’re not.
  • I am the ex-gf who broke up with you eventhough you say we can work things out.
  • I am the ex-gf who keep on using you to do my chores knowing you will.
  • I am the ex-gf who pretend your non-existent when i had enough of you.
  • I am that friend who looked at you weirdly when you r trying to be funny n cute.
  • I am that friend who wanted to be your friend but was afraid.
  • I am that friend who you drove her in your dad’s sportcar to college on my birthday and was so paranoid about leavin it in the parking lots.
  • I am that friend who was lost n you brought me to Christ.
  • I am that friend who travelled wit you back n fro Russia n fought in an international airport in front of people.
  • I am that best friend who cant believe she is ‘best’ enough for you.
  • I am that bestfriend who love to accompany you to places, talking to you till 3-4am, eating together, sms-ing you during class to keep you from boredom n ur irritating groupmate.
  • I am that bestfriend who fought with you alot of times.
  • I am that bestfriend who knows ur most sensitive area.
  • I am that bestfriend who sometimes, refused to listen to you.
  • I am that bestfriend who make you cry.
  • I am that bestfriend who always wait for your sms or calls whenever you are free.
  • I am that friend who can make you laugh when you’re depressed.
  • I am that friend who wish she is more tactful n can express heself better.
  • I am that person who sometimes, do not know what she doing or thinking.
  • I am just a girl, a friend, a bestfriend, a gf, an ex-gf….trying to be somebody, but not trying to be somebody else. And everything I have in this world, and all that I’ll ever be, it could all fall down around me, just as long as I have you right here by me.
  • I am that blogger.